Surprise

And then, suddenly, it hits you.
You realize you are smiling all day long... Nothing can really affect you. Daydreaming. No matter what you are going through - hard work, family quarrels, boose with friends - you carry on dreaming. Of that smell, of that smile, of that voice... And you wonder while falling asleep... And carry on dreaming. And things still hurt you and responsibilities still concern you and your life hasn't really changed. Because you have a good one. It took long and a lot of effort to stand in your own feet and realize you can do it on your own. And there you are, standing,walking. You have a direction, you have a purpose. But someone just hold your hand... And you feel like not knowing what to do. Oh, but you do know! And that is wonderful. Cry. Not because you are happy or sad. Just because you are gratefull. Because you know, better than ever, where to go: ahead, holding hands together.
Even if that is not the right way... :)